【巧克力 x 117】

【巧克力 x 116 】

你拥有家庭...
你拥有爱你的父母...
你拥有爱惜你的兄弟姐妹...
你的身边都环绕这美好的事物...
但是你却把这一切当成理所当然...

所以...
当不如意的事情发生的时候...
你会很沮丧...
你会埋怨...
你甚至会痛恨这个世界...
你会生气为什么老天对你不公平...
你的怨恨蒙蔽了所有美好事物...
你的瞳孔里只有你失去的...
哦不... 那不是你失去的...
那只是你还没能拥有的...

你却忽略了你已经拥有的一切...
你忽略了身边每一个支持你的人...
你忽略了世界上每个美好事物...

你的人生不是不完美...
它只是缺乏了你渴望的奢侈...
而这奢侈是没有尽头的...

而你经已拥有的...
却往往是别人一生中都难求的奢侈...

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有...
这句话说得动听...
但是又有多少人在失去时亦如此洒脱...

【巧克力 x 115 】

其实爱情是不是都有个期限？
每次看电影里说的永远好像都不曾存在...
每个人都会许下这不实际的“永远”，但却忽略了单纯的“现在”...
当一个人连现在都不能好好把握，还有什么永远可谈？

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原来爱情也是个跷跷板...
一方面的永远付出和一方面的永远收获是永远不能成对比的...
在这一分钟这跷跷板可以是平衡的...
可是时间和身边的人们都会悄悄地让它变质...
至于变好变坏就不得而知...

所以我相信爱情永远都不会是两个人的事情...
身边的人，事，物，都在主宰着这两人的命运...
两个人的心智一直都在被时间的洗涤下历尽磨练...
两个人可以是在同一个起跑点，手牵手开心地往前奔跑...
可是在这漫长的路途上，谁也不能担保任何一方会为自己留守一辈子....

要是其中一方选择在半途下车，剩下的那一位又会否继续留在车上...
要是真的留下了，前面的路又是用这什么的态度去面对？
是消极的，是积极的，是为自己的，是为了报复的...
是解脱的，是抱怨的，是欣慰的，还是为了生活而生活的...

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如果硬硬要把两位不再为爱情的放在跷跷板的两端...
那只会是两个人的痛苦，
他们永远都不会得到那跷跷板的好玩之处...
直到一个人的离开，剩下一个人的落寞...
也许会有下一个对称的对手...
也许不会再有...
也许就这样落寞地一个人过完这大半辈子了...

若爱情有保险，也许游戏规则全都要改写了...

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等等，这游戏真的有规则吗？

主宰这游戏的又是谁？

【巧克力 x 114 】

Every time after an event ends, I will always tell myself
"This gonna be my very last event. It's exhausting blablabla"
But then the satisfaction and sense of achievement keep me moving on and on.
When the next offer comes in, I will surely take it.
This is more like a habit of saying YES to events.

No matter which department, I will never say no.
I could say through out my 4 years of campus life, I never fail to join events for every single sem.
I don't know how to judge good or bad for my decision.
But one thing for sure is, I grow with each and every event I have participated in.
Making new friends, trying out new working method, dealing with peoples.
All these are invaluable experiences which I could never ever get it from the textbook.

From Form 4, being a Student Reporter,
Form 5, getting a chance to join on the Winter Camp in Tsingdao China.
Then comes my PJ Foundation life with CSS Charity Show, Turtle Egg Campaign...
My KL Degree life is nothing less than those mentioned...
Actuary Today, National Math Competition, Voluntary Visitation to Orphanage,
Blood Donation Campaign, Charity Concert, Peer Mentoring Programme,
Teambuilding Camp with the other 2 UTAR campuses, blablablablabla

Every single event is a brand new opportunity for me to learn...
Every single event made me grow to be a more rounded person...
Every single event made me to be who I am today...

Looking at the long list of activities I have participated before,
I feel satisfied now.... Truly satisfied with the milestone I achieved...
I have achieved more than what I expect.
And I feel that this is the best time for me to call to an end to my event life.

I appreciate every single friend who has assisted me throughout this period.
It wouldn't be so much fun without you all being with me all this while.
All the kind assistance, patient guidance, are just too awesome for me to thank.
I have always love you all.... These memories shall be carried to the day I die.