Thursday, November 28, 2013

【巧克力 x 126】

Time flies, sneaking away without your notice.

In my first year of study, I know that I have only one degree life.
These 3 years of uni life, that's it...!
So why still put myself in the books only since I have not fail in doing it for my primary and secondary.
Why not trying out something really different?
Go out there and know some people, listen to their stories and share mine.

But life has never been a smooth sailing one, at least not always.
I faced problem to cope up with my own time management when I get into 2nd year.
I took up tuition classes to teach during weekends, I took up events and it's not too little.
I get myself into a bad shape, no matter in my studies or my own health.
My allergy haunts me awhile, it never fails to find me whenever I am in stress.
My result goes down, as if it forgets to bring its parachute...

That was a tough year for me.
My dad lost everything he built over these 20 over years.
My mum have to stay strong in keeping us in one piece.
Imagine when one could not sleep in the night, sitting in the living room for hours.
And the other one just couldn't stop crying while driving.
I can't remember how I get both of them through all these.
I know they have been working their very best to put us in good shape.
At least I never have to quit my study, and I think that's the best gift ever.

After 3 years of study in Uni, it really make me grow.
I treasure my 2nd year more than anyone else.
Yes it made me fall, badly. At the same time reminds me on what I should work hard on.
Maybe learn how to appreciate the present rather than hoping more in the future.

Every decision made has its pros and cons.
I don't know if I have made the right choice.
But I am glad and grateful to be who I am today.

After graduation, things have not been easy.
Friends leaving for different industries, different companies.
Everyone is striving hard for their own life pathway.

I am now all alone to fight among myself, get the best decision out of it.

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