then there goes the huge fall to the bottom which you can't imagine.
Things just happen so quickly without you even notice,
and it has already took place when you do.
We always hear people saying how to start to appreciate life.
Live every day as if it is the last day of yours.
But in reality, how many on earth really practice it?
Maybe a few, maybe a little more, but definitely not the majority.
I have always have a dream to travel around the world.
Switzerland, Greece, Norway, Finland, Hungary.
There are many places I wanna explore, places where not many would go.
But today I started to question myself, Why?
Am I just wanna fulfill my own desire to show off where I have been through?
Or it is just a luxury dream to burn some dollars.
It seems like I always wanna do things that I couldn't make it happen yet.
I thought this could make me work harder, at least I still believe it now.
But there are limitations. It's not just about how good you are...
Sometimes you have to conform to the environment, the rules that I'm living under.
It is not easy but every task is a learning process.
Coming back to reality...
I don't know if I am too blessed.
When many struggle to get a good offer, I have several and don't know which to choose on.
- Risk Management seems like a good new thing to put my hands on it, esp its a big bank CIMB.
- Fraud Detection Analyst, Citibank, good place to start my career but not that department I think.
- Actuarial Department, MLRe. That's right, did my internship with them and now here comes the offer.
I am not bragging but it is still a tough situation when you have choose.
I admit that I am not good in choosing.
All three have their pros and cons.
No point cracking my head, offers are on the table, take it or leave it.
Chose 3rd one with a timeframe I set for myself.
If I don't get ASA by the end of the 3 years I said, time to move on.
Things can be kinda clear cut sometimes when you set target in such way.
Limbo thingy don't really suit my style.
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